Tag: pain
member name: Wade A.
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February 09, 2009 01:09 AM EST --
I've died on paper so many times,
I don't know if I truly exist
I lost myself, somewhere, out there,
upon the seratonin . . .
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December 19, 2007 08:59 AM EST --
Recluse for a reason or refuse of treason?
Ponderings for another day.
We tend to whatever solace we can salvage,
Temporarily Keeping the Hellhounds at bay.
Mired in a constant state of vigilance, . . .
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February 29, 2008 08:17 AM EST --
Like the chills born of a blackboard scream
I've seen the faces and places of a life that wasn't meant to be
It all comes streaming back to me in a technicolor blur
The sun squinted its . . .
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March 06, 2009 09:34 PM EST --
I am evil by design; fell by the wayside of life,
a living highway toad. Beware the hard road,
there's . . .
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December 11, 2007 09:55 AM EST --
Dancing in the madness at the midnight mausoleum
The spirits yell their curses at a life that's so contrived
I feel their presence here but I just can't see them
There are no street signs to . . .
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September 20, 2009 07:26 AM EDT --
There’s a compromise of sorts between living and finally accepting the end. I thought I could try and express it here but it appears I’ve been away from writing too long and lost whatever . . .
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June 24, 2008 10:04 PM EDT --
Heroin is not chic.
It is not pretty... I miss you Sarah.
A maiden's beauty shall be realized
on the faithfulness captured,
encapsulated and born,
from her awakening. . . .
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December 16, 2007 02:32 AM EST --
Bequeathed the miracle I held in my hands
Blind to the suffering that comes with time
I held aloft the chalice disregarding the consequence
Striving for lost love I left myself behind
Casting spells . . .
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May 05, 2008 02:49 PM EDT --
The life lights were always too dim,
And I never wanted to swim,
In the darkness that floats up from within.
Waters cold clenching hands drag me down,
Dank bottom burrow laughing at me,
Beckons . . .
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March 03, 2008 04:25 AM EST --
In the mindless black I ponder
The continuous hours of restriction
Endless days and futile ways,
In which to defend my convictions
Tired of fighting about who rules the world
If god is king . . .
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March 07, 2008 08:02 AM EST --
Incantation to the new revelation, I am the word
Behold my new destination to lead the common herd
As plain as the fog rolling in from distant hills
Enshrouding my mind and screaming in a sirens . . .
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June 10, 2008 11:16 AM EDT --
I've seen the place where all the good men die,
Now I'm all alone except for the boy inside.
The clouds are growing darker and I can't retreat.
Running against the wind futilely accepting . . .
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February 29, 2008 12:28 AM EST --
I'm searching high and low, no where else to go
I don't want to give up the fight but I can't seem to run
Leave me to the evil that consumes my soul
Save yourself before my demons swallow . . .
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July 04, 2008 10:47 PM EDT --
Sitting, nothing ever comes when forced
Lying on the floor almost feels I'm deceased
Lulled into a misguided sense of complacency
Surrounded by all my insecurities,
I try to breathe
Nightmares . . .
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May 15, 2008 10:50 PM EDT --
I died tonight, no mourners were there and I don't care
We gather together as a species unknown to each other
One hoping it won't turn out like the other
Sinful bastard you will always . . .
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