Tag: personal demons
member name: Wade A.
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February 09, 2009 01:09 AM EST --
I've died on paper so many times,
I don't know if I truly exist
I lost myself, somewhere, out there,
upon the seratonin . . .
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February 29, 2008 08:17 AM EST --
Like the chills born of a blackboard scream
I've seen the faces and places of a life that wasn't meant to be
It all comes streaming back to me in a technicolor blur
The sun squinted its . . .
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March 06, 2009 09:34 PM EST --
I am evil by design; fell by the wayside of life,
a living highway toad. Beware the hard road,
there's . . .
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September 20, 2009 07:26 AM EDT --
There’s a compromise of sorts between living and finally accepting the end. I thought I could try and express it here but it appears I’ve been away from writing too long and lost whatever . . .
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October 23, 2009 09:22 PM EDT --
Gossamer Wings
Praying to write another word, praying I don’t write any less.
There’s a confession due, heartbeats stain true
Sounds contraire but I must . . .
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June 24, 2008 10:04 PM EDT --
Heroin is not chic.
It is not pretty... I miss you Sarah.
A maiden's beauty shall be realized
on the faithfulness captured,
encapsulated and born,
from her awakening. . . .
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November 09, 2008 05:22 PM EST --
I've watched you for days perched in your cozy nest,
Picking the right time to quietly introduce myself.
We've been eye to eye but we have never met,
We think alike albeit we wish unto each . . .
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March 12, 2008 08:11 AM EDT --
The poet bleeds his life onto the paper
Exasperated by his racing thoughts,
The expressed words are his savior,
From the demons he has always fought
Reclusive by choice his passage is alone . . .
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April 03, 2008 01:43 AM EDT --
A fellow down our street
Took off his real face
Told us who we really are
He killed his whole family
Then drove off so merrily
In his beat-up no good car
Well it hasn't been too long . . .
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April 10, 2008 07:37 AM EDT --
Breaking the old to obtain the new,
Boxed in and helpless, deranged by the lie
A cacophony head determined for a better view,
Led me to this place of deprecation and fire
Shattered dreams and . . .
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April 14, 2008 02:52 AM EDT --
I stand accused, redolent but refusing,
the actions beyond my comprehension.
Reprehensible concoction of mass idealization,
now your greatest ire is the result of your creation.
Character emotions . . .
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May 05, 2008 02:49 PM EDT --
The life lights were always too dim,
And I never wanted to swim,
In the darkness that floats up from within.
Waters cold clenching hands drag me down,
Dank bottom burrow laughing at me,
Beckons . . .
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November 12, 2008 02:36 PM EST --
Alone in my tomb, I ponder.
I’m an open book, but they cannot read,
An open dialogue, just misunderstood.
What does . . .
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December 24, 2008 03:11 PM EST --
Rummaging through the gift shop of broken dreams,
displaced nightmares and the unforeseen.
Endless tales of forlorn nights and unhallowed, . . .
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April 02, 2008 06:27 AM EDT --
Touch down earth and float up again,
Hoping this dance will never end
Currency flows through my veins
Numb to the world I refute my hopeless soul,
Wracked with pain and mired in agony
We come . . .
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January 06, 2008 11:34 PM EST --
Dancing on the fringe of a midnight transition
Enshrouded in the milk white mist of morning
You are my undoing seeking to understand
While I lay dying
Moving to the pulse of the big machine
Reconstructing . . .
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January 23, 2008 07:40 AM EST --
When all the dreams you held inside
Slowly fade, wither, and die
When the hope you viewed as a beacon light
Subsides and withdraws into the darkest night
Dwell in deep . . .
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January 31, 2008 08:17 AM EST --
Scrutinize my silent slumber
Induced by a magic number
There's plenty more where these came from
A living adventure, each and everyone
There's a magic number for when I'm up
And . . .
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February 19, 2008 07:21 AM EST --
Tonight I learned something about myself.
I love me and no one else.
Stay outside the lines but listen closely,
Ponder these words I say politely, succinctly,
There is nothing new about today, . . .
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March 03, 2008 04:25 AM EST --
In the mindless black I ponder
The continuous hours of restriction
Endless days and futile ways,
In which to defend my convictions
Tired of fighting about who rules the world
If god is king . . .
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